One Day at a Time
Alot has been going on the last month or so. I mean, when I really stop to think about it, there have been a lot of things set in motion. And then there are somethings that have stayed the same. And some that have strengthened. For instance, my ability to deal with my own problems, plus the problems of my friends has been abused as of late. I mean, sure, I want to help in anyway possible, but don’t be a bitch and use me because you think it’s okay. And you know who you are and what I’m referring to, you lying, two-faced ass. On another note, I’ve noticed that even the people closest to you don’t seem to give a shit nowadays. I mean, what the fuck? The situation that I’m referring to didn’t have anything directly to do with me at first, but then a stupid ass decided to make it my problem, so here I am. I’ll use these names to cover the people involved: Bob, Larry, Joe and Lisa. Although, to be brutally honest, some of their names should be mentioned so that the whole fucking world can know the truth.
My dearest friend Joe has two friends, which might I note, are my friends too, Bob and Larry. Well, first let me say that Joe is a very nice guy. And he caves under pressure. Moving on with the story, Bob is an asshole. He’s having beef with Larry because he thinks that Joe is spending more time with Larry than him. And might I also mention that Bob takes to the whole thing to fucking extremes by calling Joe like a bitch saying stuff like, “Where are you?” “What are you doing?” “Why don’t you hang with me anymore?” What. The. FUCK? I mean, shit, you sound like a possessive bitch calling to check up on her man! Moving on… Bob also doesn’t like Larry because he believes that Larry is turning Joe into someone else. >> Which, might I inform my readers, is not the case. Joe is changing FOR THE BETTER. He’s getting out more, growing up AND GOING TO COLLEGE. Oh I’m sorry, because someone is actually living life and not spending his every waking minute with you, that means that he’s changing for the worst? Anyway, Larry doesn’t particularly like Bob either. He does, HOWEVER, unlike Bob, try to not put Joe in the position that Joe might feel like he has to CHOOSE one friend over another. I mean, if you really care about someone, you wouldn’t put them in that position anyway, would you? But even though Larry is trying to be the bigger man, Bob is doing everything he can to be a manipulative ass. He’s spreading lies about Larry at their college, trying to make others in our group think that Larry is the one being the ass and just a shitload of other bullshit. So how do I fit into all of this, I bet you’re wondering. Well, lemme explain that part to you.
There is a convention coming up that all of us has planned to attend. Since I’ve had more practice with it and I can get discounts, Bob had asked me to get two costumes: one for him and one for his girlfriend, Lisa. Being the nice person I am (and not being angered by the current bullshit going on, since the shit didn’t start until AFTER he asked me) I agreed to help him out. Almost immediately after, he tells me about the problems he’s been having with Joe and asks me if I can help. I agreed to help him ONLY because I was a stupid fuck to actually believe the story that he gave me. But it was so believable. He told me that Joe was being manipulated by Larry and that he’d been slacking off of work, not calling in, being an ass, irresponsible and not keeping his word to someone who considered him a best friend. When he told me these things, they didn’t sound like Joe at all. So I agreed to set up a time with Joe so that the two of them could talk. Well, come to find out that after they talk, Bob was full of shit. Joe hadn’t been manipulated, he was being POSITIVELY INFLUENCED. Although, I don’t agree with him skipping out on work… Anyway, when they met up at the mall to talk, lo and behold Larry shows up to. “Oh shit”, right? So yeah, shit went down the drain. But the thing that really REALLY pissed me the fuck off was that Bob then had the NERVE to call me and say that I set the whole thing up. And I’ll quote him, “You must feel good. Setting up the whole thing. You probably even told Larry to come to the mall.” I was SO pissed. I set the whole thing up so that SHIT COULD BE SETTLED. And I didn’t tell Larry shit, JOE fucking told Larry. And guess why, bitch? LARRY TOOK JOE TO THE FUCKING MALL. HE WAS HIS FUCKING RIDE, YOU DUMB FUCK. And get this, Bob calls me and says, “Well, I just wanted to tell you how I feel and see if you were still getting my costumes.” I wanted to scream, “FUCK YOU” so badly, but I am a woman of my word. So I told him that even though I didn’t like what was going on, I’d still get the costumes.
All in all, it’s a complicated, bullshit-filled situation and the person who’s going to be ultimately hurt is Joe. Because it sucks ass to have two close friends warring with each other and even worse when one wants you to choose between them. ><
Into other news, I spent Valentine’s Day with my friends. It was great. I got two teddy bears and Casey took me out to eat. <3 It was yummy. Even though I’m slightly sick and due to that my taste buds were on a leave of absence. Ugh, I’ve spent so much time ranting that I don’t really have the time to say much else. I’m getting ready to go out of town again. XD So peace and see you later, yes?
